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Truth January 30, 2010

Filed under: art, blog for change, carnessie, poem — carnessie @ 7:06 am

Hello tomorrow

Goodbye to yesterday

My world is slowly changing

My world is different without you

When i looked into the sun

It was like looking into you

You were my shining beacon

And i never thought you knew

Its funny how in looking back

Looking at the twilight sky

The sun and moon are seperate

Yet the days are passing by

The sun and moon like me and you

One cant exist without the other

And i guess i never really knew

What life would be missing you

You never said it wouldnt rain

But i counted upon you

To let me see the falling rain

As a way to ease the pain

But then suddenly you werent here

and the rain came down

and it shattered my escape

you were my sun, you were my day

and when you left it turned my world grey

and it shattered my escape

 

384 January 19, 2010

So this is my new obsession, finding lists of movies and books that are the top books, or movies of all time, and then i see how many i have seen from this list. Its a lot of fun, i also hope to actually watch all these movies..one day. LOL

Movies I haven’t seen.  (in Red)
Movies i have seen (in Green)

1.    The Shawshank Redemption (1994)
2.    The Godfather (1972)
3.    The Godfather: Part II (1974)
4.    Il buono, il brutto, il cattivo. (1966)
5.    Pulp Fiction (1994)
6.    Schindler’s List (1993)
7.    12 Angry Men (1957)
8.    One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest (1975)
9.    The Dark Knight (2008)
10    Star Wars: Episode V – The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
11.   Casablanca (1942)
12.   Star Wars (1977)
13.   The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (2003)
14.   Shichinin no samurai (1954)
15.   Goodfellas (1990)
16.   Rear Window (1954)
17.   Cidade de Deus (2002)
18.   Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
19.   Fight Club (1999)
20.  The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001)
21.   C’era una volta il West (1968)
22.  The Usual Suspects (1995)
23.  Psycho (1960)
24.  The Silence of the Lambs (1991)
25.  Sunset Blvd. (1950)
26.  The Matrix (1999)
27.  Memento (2000)
28.  Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
29.  North by Northwest (1959)
30.  It’s a Wonderful Life (1946)
31.   Se7en (1995)
32.  The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002)
33.  Citizen Kane (1941)
34.  Léon (1994)
35.  Apocalypse Now (1979)
36.  American Beauty (1999)
37.  Taxi Driver (1976)
38.  American History X (1998)
39.  Up (2009)
40.  Forrest Gump (1994)
41.   Vertigo (1958)
42.  Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
43.  Inglourious Basterds (2009)
44.  WALL·E (2008)
45.  Paths of Glory (1957)
46.  Double Indemnity (1944)
47.  Le fabuleux destin d’Amélie Poulain (2001)
48.  M (1931)
49.  Alien (1979)
50.  To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
51.   Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
52.  The Treasure of the Sierra Madre (1948)
53.  A Clockwork Orange (1971)
54.  Saving Private Ryan (1998)
55.  The Shining (1980)
56.  The Third Man (1949)
57.  The Departed (2006)
58.  Das Leben der Anderen (2006)
59.  The Pianist (2002)
60.  Chinatown (1974)
61.   City Lights (1931)
62.   Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
63.   Aliens (1986)
64.   Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
65.   L.A. Confidential (1997)
66.   Das Boot (1981)
67.   Requiem for a Dream (2000)
68.   The Bridge on the River Kwai (1957)
69.   Reservoir Dogs (1992)
70.   Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
71.   District 9 (2009)
72.   El laberinto del fauno (2006)
73.   All About Eve (1950)
74.   Raging Bull (1980)
75.   The Maltese Falcon (1941)
76.   Slumdog Millionaire (2008)
77.   Rashômon (1950)
78.   Singin’ in the Rain (1952)
79.   Modern Times (1936)
80.   Some Like It Hot (1959)
81.   Rebecca (1940)
82.   The Prestige (2006)
83.   Der Untergang (2004)
84.   Gran Torino (2008)
85.   The Apartment (1960)
86.   Nuovo cinema Paradiso (1988)
87.   Metropolis (1927)
88.   Amadeus (1984)
89.   The Elephant Man (1980)
90.   The Great Dictator (1940)
91.   2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
92.   La vita è bella (1997)
93.   Once Upon a Time in America (1984)
94.   Back to the Future (1985)
95.   Ladri di biciclette (1948)
96.   Full Metal Jacket (1987)
97.   Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
98.   The Sting (1973)
99.   The Great Escape (1963)
100.  Braveheart (1995)
101.  Touch of Evil (1958)
102.  Sin City (2005)
103.  On the Waterfront (1954)
104.  Det sjunde inseglet (1957)
105.  The Green Mile (1999)
106.  Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989)
107.  Batman Begins (2005)
108.  Jaws (1975)
109.  Hotel Rwanda (2004)
110.  Unforgiven (1992)
111.   Strangers on a Train (1951)
112.  Star Wars: Episode VI – Return of the Jedi (1983)
113.  Blade Runner (1982)
114.  Gladiator (2000)
115.  No Country for Old Men (2007)
116.  Notorious (1946)
117.  Die Hard (1988)
118.  Oldboy (2003)
119.  The Manchurian Candidate (1962)
120. High Noon (1952)
121.  Per qualche dollaro in più (1965)
122.  The Wrestler (2008)
123.  Cool Hand Luke (1967)
124.  The General (1926)
125.  The Big Sleep (1946)
126.  Fargo (1996)
127.  Witness for the Prosecution (1957)
128.  The Wizard of Oz (1939)
129.  Star Trek (2009)
130.  Mononoke-hime (1997)
131.  Smultronstället (1957)
132.  It Happened One Night (1934)
133.  Heat (1995)
134.  Donnie Darko (2001)
135.  Kind Hearts and Coronets (1949)
136.  There Will Be Blood (2007)
137.  Annie Hall (1977)
138.  Yojimbo (1961)
139.  Les diaboliques (1955)
140.  Ran (1985)
141.  The Deer Hunter (1978)
142.  Ben-Hur (1959)
143.  The Sixth Sense (1999)
144.  Judgment at Nuremberg (1961)
145.  Saban Oglu Saban (1977)
146.  Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003)
147.  Platoon (1986)
148.  Into the Wild (2007)
149.  Le notti di Cabiria (1957)
150.  Le salaire de la peur (1953)
151.  The Grapes of Wrath (1940)
152.  Million Dollar Baby (2004)
153.  Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969)
154.  The Bourne Ultimatum (2007)
155.  8½ (1963)
156.  Life of Brian (1979)
157.  Snatch. (2000)
158.  The Gold Rush (1925)
159.  The Big Lebowski (1998)
160.  The Night of the Hunter (1955)
161.  The Graduate (1967)
162.  Stand by Me (1986)
163.  Finding Nemo (2003)
164.  Sunrise: A Song of Two Humans (1927)
165.  Gandhi (1982)
166.  The Lion King (1994)
167.  Gone with the Wind (1939)
168.  The Killing (1956)
169.  (500) Days of Summer (2009)
170.  Brief Encounter (1945)
171.   Dog Day Afternoon (1975)
172.  Ratatouille (2007)
173.  Amores perros (2000)
174.  Trainspotting (1996)
175.  Scarface (1983)
176.  The Thing (1982)
177.   The Kid (1921)
178.   Groundhog Day (1993)
179.   The Terminator (1984)
180.   The Best Years of Our Lives (1946)
181.   Sleuth (1972)
182.   Toy Story (1995)
183.   Harvey (1950)
184.   The Hustler (1961)
185.   The Wild Bunch (1969)
186.   V for Vendetta (2005)
187.   Shadow of a Doubt (1943)
188.   Umberto D. (1952)
189.   The Princess Bride (1987)
190.   Twelve Monkeys (1995)
191.    Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels (1998)
192.    The Incredibles (2004)
193.    Stalag 17 (1953)
194.    Casino (1995)
195.    Hotaru no haka (1988)
196.    Children of Men (2006)
197.    The Lady Vanishes (1938)
198.    Dial M for Murder (1954)
199.    Duck Soup (1933)
200.    Anatomy of a Murder (1959)
201.    The African Queen (1951)
202.    In Bruges (2008)
203.    La battaglia di Algeri (1966)
204.    A Streetcar Named Desire (1951)
205.    La strada (1954)
206.    Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? (1966)
207.    King Kong (1933)
208.    Safety Last! (1923)
209.    The Adventures of Robin Hood (1938)
210.    The Ox-Bow Incident (1943)
211.    The Exorcist (1973)
212.    The Lost Weekend (1945)
213.    His Girl Friday (1940)
214.    Rope (1948)
215.    Letters from Iwo Jima (2006)
216.    The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (2008)
217.    Ed Wood (1994)
218.    The Conversation (1974)
219.    Rosemary’s Baby (1968)
220.    Bonnie and Clyde (1967)
221.    Le scaphandre et le papillon (2007)
222.    Låt den rätte komma in (2008)
223.    Manhattan (1979)
224.    Sweet Smell of Success (1957)
225.    Network (1976)
226.    All Quiet on the Western Front (1930)
227.    The Philadelphia Story (1940)
228.    Frankenstein (1931)
229.    Great Expectations (1946)
230.    Changeling (2008)
231.    Laura (1944)
232.    Arsenic and Old Lace (1944)
233.    Patton (1970)
234.    Good Will Hunting (1997)
235.    Big Fish (2003)
236.    Crash (2004)
237.    Kill Bill: Vol. 2 (2004)
238.    The Hangover (2009)
239.    Rocky (1976)
240.    Mystic River (2003)
241.    Magnolia (1999)
242.    Bringing Up Baby (1938)
243.    The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951)
244.    Harold and Maude (1971)
245.    Roman Holiday (1953)
246.    My Man Godfrey (1936)
247.    Wo hu cang long (2000)
248.    The Red Shoes (1948)
249.    Glory (1989)
250.    Planet of the Apes (1968)

I dont know what you can tell from the movies i watched…but there it is. I wish you could count the movies by how many times you watched them, that may have helped my score LOL. Guess i havent watched as many movies as i thought i did, considering Peaches and i watch all kinds of movies, you would think that i had seen more movies than this, but a lot of these movies were before my time, and i guess i never got around to watching some of the classics. I will fix this when i have some time, i plan on making sure i am well rounded in movie watching. LOL

Seems like i have seen a lot of the animated ones on this list…haha But its pretty much a given that i avoid scary movies, Peaches and i watched Friday the 13th, the remake just recently, and i was shitting myself…and peaches proceeded to laugh at me.

If you have time, try doing your own version and see how many you have watched, and let me know in the comments!

~carnessie

 

Stuck On You January 19, 2010

Filed under: amusement, blog for change, carnessie, my day, rambling, random — carnessie @ 9:53 pm

OK,

Did you ever hear a song, and then it gets STUCK in your head? cause i have that right now, and its Demi Lovato’s Catch me, and its so friggin catchy….

So i thought, that i would listen to it once or twice, and i would get over it, but its been two days and its still on repeat and i keep listening to it over and over. And today i was walking and i was huming a song, GUESS what it was…? If you guessed Catch me, you win. Prizes can be picked up friday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFEHOKdtdqo

Thanks for playing.

~carnessie

 

Hopeless Flight January 14, 2010

Filed under: amusement, art, blog for change, carnessie, poem, random — carnessie @ 6:45 pm

Poem: Hopless Flight

If i were a bumblee bee

I’d sit upon your knee

And there i’d sit with you

Until you began to flit and move

 

I wonder at your movement

Like art flapping and waving

Like the wind on which i fly

Your silly dance for me

 

I fly up and whisper

Into your ear, my secrets

But you can not hear me

For you are not a bumblee bee

 

Realization, you did not want me

To be sitting on your knee

That is why you move so ungracefully

I am a bother, and i am sorry

 

You swat, I fly, you run, I follow

And so it has begun

You try and squish me with your foot

But instead you stomp my heart

 

I’ve realized its no use

For i am a bumblee bee

And you can not see within me

What i have to offer to you

 

You do not want me, i understand

I wish you did not want me banned

I want to be your everything

But i am but a whisper, unheard

 

Hurt, I turn and fly away

You do not glace at my flight

A smile upon your face

Not because im here, but because im gone

 

Hopelessness spreads

We are not the same

For we are playing different games

And yours is too complicated for me to follow

 

Run away, here i’ll stay

Forget me

For i am just a bumblee bee

I will find another knee

~carnessie

 

 

 

The School Weekly January 12, 2010

Filed under: amusement, blog for change, carnessie, my day, rambling, random, university life — carnessie @ 2:38 pm

Yea…so this is def not going to be weekly hahah its just for this one time i think, but who knows…

SO my friends and i were walking and talking last night and heres what we came up with….

Why does it seem like the year is flying by? isnt the saying time flies when you’re having a good time? well im a university student my life is miserable! shouldnt time be moving extra slow? LOL

We always have this false sense of security in night classes, cause you dont have to wake up early for them, you can sleep in and go to class at night LOL i know real creative name, night class happens at night….anyways each year im like im going to take night classes, they’re better, and then when im in them im like what was i thinking? night classes are late at night, its dark, and cold and i want to be in bed not in a 3 hour lecture! and so remind me when signing up for classes next year NOT to take night classes….they suck

People who talk to the prof in class are morons, because we could not care less what your opinion is on the book, or that you’ve read it a couple of times, where im about 1/4 through, or that you did extra reading on top of this huge ass book! WE DONT CARE STOP TALKING, nothing annoys me more than when one or more people decide their opinion is needed all the time, its not BTW!  Seriously its more than me, there is a collective groan whenever this crazy person opens her mouth to spew shit…Gawd go to office hours and talk to the prof then…no one wants to hear you rant alll the time, and stop over reading make the rest of us look bad!

We also hate morning class, anything at 11am or before, forget it…too early even if you live around the corner, no one wants to pretend to be smart that early in the morning…so the best time to be signing up for classes is 12pm-5pm and that is all…which is plenty of time, but its finding good classes that fit INTO that time slot…which is in itself a whole nother problem.

We all agree that the cost of university food is way to high for the quality and the amount, but since we are limited to in between classes, and limited selection, we are stuck with what they give us…which is not fun. Plus some university places only take cash, and im sorry i live off debit and visa, cause plastic rules the world, no one carries cash with them anymore, no one in university has cash, just borrowed money…so please please please put in some debit machines!  You will get more buisness!

Ok so im sure you guys have all seen these people who stand on the side of the street and like try and talk to you, there are the sick kids ones, and green peace and a bunch of others, and they stand with folders so when you walk by you can be like no thanks and move one, but now they have these people who sit and “look” like normal people, and they call you over, and im like ok maybe they need directions and they are like come here, im not crazy i promise, and im like ok…just tell me where you need to go so i can move on, and they spend so much time trying to convince me of their intentions, and then they say…you look like someone who likes the spa, we’re offering…and im off LOL  cause seriously i dont want what you are selling, i will help you find a class, but dont pretend you have other motives and bullshit me and then try and sell me something! YOU CANT BULLSHIT A BULLSHITTER I CALL YOUR BULLSHIT! seriously i dont want your shitty offers, leave me alone, i have to buy like food to survive and books for school, there is no excess of money that i am willing to give to you. Stop targetting poor university students, we have no money, get a clue, move on.

Other than that, it seems like university students tend to be lured in to buying pretty not winter boots, and so we all slip and slide and fall on our butts in the street and in the slippery halls….which is super fun. University students for the win, we choose pretty over practical…but i swear there are others, not just me! LOL

Have fun at school sweetie! Ugggggh yea well fuck you!

~carnessie

 

Original Drawings January 8, 2010

Filed under: amusement, art, blog for change, carnessie, misc, random — carnessie @ 3:17 am

So i had this idea of a picture and i wanted to do a photo of it with my camera, but i dont have the right “people” to do it, cause i needed a young couple, and an older man and some kids that all looked similar, so i improvised.

This is a drawing i made the first one is a rough sketch of what i wanted, and its done with pen, and then the second is the one i spent time on, and its in pencil. I have never taken an art class, and i know im not amazing by any means.  this is all free hand. Hope you like them!

Thanks for viewing, comments are love.

~carnessie

 

My initial reaction to Jared Padalecki’s engagement news… January 7, 2010

Carnessie:

JARED PADALECKI IS ENGAGED TO MOTHER FUCKING GENIEVIEVE CORTESE! WHAT THE MOTHER EFFIN FUCK SHIT IS THIS?not that i care or anything….just thought you should know….

Peaches:

WHO THE FUUCK IS THAT .
OKAY NO WAY CANN HE BE ENGAGED TO THIS MANY PPL IN THIS AMOUNT OF TIIME

6 minutes ago

Carnessie:

its mother fucking ruby 2 which fucking takes the fucking cake and like shoves it in your face

6 minutes ago ·

Peaches:

i thoughht they were already engaged before … ?

5 minutes ago

Carnessie: 

i know right?
guys like a serial engager…or like serial proposer or whatever

i dunno what he is…except stupid 5 minutes ago ·

Carnessie:

no that was a joke i think…..who knows anymore

5 minutes ago ·

Carnessie:

btw you look super pretty in your profile pic!
too bad jareds a douche bag in a half

4 minutes ago ·

Carnessie:

im so angry at this fucking person that has no signinfigance in my life! ahhhhh

4 minutes ago ·

Carnessie:

its like the world ended and hes holding the last piece of bread and eating it while the rest of us watch!

i don think i can be more violated at this moment in time

3 minutes ago ·

Let me know what you think…below in the space provided please feel free to tell me how you really feel…

~carnessie

 

Unchanged Hands January 3, 2010

Filed under: art, blog for change, carnessie, poem, random — carnessie @ 8:06 pm

She is my sun

And he is my moon and the twinkling stars

And what am i?

Asks the other

 

As the sun fades away

And the moon comes to play

And the moon goes away

And the sun comes out for the day

 

You are the hand that I hold

As we stroll through the changing day

You keep me grounded to the earth

And each day we stroll with mirth

 

As the sun and moon revolve

Playing an endless game of tag

I know that I’m through looking

Because I have you

 

As the sun and moon change

And the seasons come and go

With you by my side

I will always know

 

That no matter what happens

And what comes our way

We will always face it together

Hand in hand forever

 

~carnessie

 

Xmas Laughs December 15, 2009

Filed under: amusement, art, blog for change, carnessie, random, xmas — carnessie @ 2:45 am

A friend of mine sent me these, so i thought i would share them with you, just some funny christmas jokes about our dear friend Santa, who does in fact exist.

Ive been good i swear! And i dont have a chimney thank god! LOL I would prefer if he stuck to the good olde fashion coal in my stocking thank you very much!

He showed them didnt he! LOL…you know the classic song about him and how all of the other reindeers used to laugh and call him names, they never let poor rudolph join in any reindeer games, then one foggy christmas eve santa came to say in this underwear (he was giving really bad children presents just prior to this) rudolph with your nose so red wont you guide my sleigh tonight…NO…and then he shot them all dead in the head…Or something like that….i wouldnt want to make him angry LOL

I never realized that my dear olde Santa swears ALL the time, and to think i thought swearing was a bad thing, LOL little kids every where can call people Ho’s cause they heard Santa say it! LOL best excuse ever….Go up to your teacher little children point and say “HO!” in a loud voice, and if the teacher punishes you, just tell them that Santa says it all the time!

Brining christmas cheer and alcohol since 1999

~carnessie

 

My To Do List December 15, 2009

Filed under: amusement, art, blog for change, carnessie, my day, photos, random, university life, xmas — carnessie @ 2:31 am

Christmas is coming, the geese are getting fat, I have to buy presents to put into people hats….Or something like that.

Well im dreaming of a white christmas…I am really, im just not dreaming of a white all month long thats the difference, i would love it to snow on christmas day and well for the rest of the time, i would like it to be warm and sunny, im not asking for like really hot or anything, no i am just asking for warm, like sweater weather. I think thats quite reasonable to ask.

I have way to much to do and snow kind of hinders any going out and having fun that i can do…LOL

My TO DO list look something like this

  1. christmas shopping with a very small limited budget
  2. dinner with friends to keep up the christmas cheer
  3. sleep all day and enjoy my time off from school
  4. eat food that someone else cooked
  5. sleep some more, cause bears hibernate why cant i?
  6. watch old TV shows and movies that i missed during the year, or have a couple marathons or both

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!

~carnessie