My Muse

continuing with the idea of photos, here are some more photos i have taken recently.

These are of Peaches.

Hope you like them.

Theme: Ballet Shoes

I want it to be noted that this “photo shoot” was done against a bedroom wall, with a very average camera, and a very beautiful girl, so yes there is a mess on the floor and around, but the focus is on the ballerina in the middle.

Thanks to Peaches, for all her time, and her letting me indulge in taking endless photos of her, cause some of them turn out magnificent!

~carnessie

Fall of Doom

I think im having like withdrawl from life.

I just turned like old, and now i realize my life really isnt going anywhere.

Add onto that the fact that supernatural is not playing for like the next month, and it was the only show that i really looked forward to like ever.

Also (cause apparently im a stickler for pain and misery) owing to the fact that this year may possible be the last year supernatural runs makes me depressed and sad.

But dont be fooled, i mean not everything in my life revolves around supernatural, oh no, in fact there are many many more things i get to be depressed about. Such as the fact that christmas is coming and im too poor to really afford to buy the pretty things that are advertised (i totally blame the media for putting images of sugar plums in my head)

As well, school is coming to an end for a while, and then in Jan. it starts up again, but i realize that even though its really exciting for now, i realized that that i have like 3 more years (easy) for me to be in school, and well thats not such a happy though. You think after high school i would have decided not to go back to school, cause id be sick of it, but apparently once again i guess im a sucker for pain and misery.

Bring it my way! So thats why i feel like a debbie downer right now, maybe it will get better in time, and maybe it wont. I just feel like im stuck, and for sure some J2 would help brighten my day, but i have too many midterms to focus on (or procrastinate for) to not feel guilty if i want to read J2, or watch some old episodes of supernatural.

So im stuck, in a rut, like a mut whoses been cut…and i realize this is going no where so i decided to stop.

Wish i had something more insightful and pleasent to say. Maybe i will sleep on it, and magically something amazingly witty will come to me, or not. But a girls gotta dream right? RIGHT?!

Anyways, maybe all i need is like chocolate, or a cuddle buddy sometimes that makes it all better, or maybe its just Peaches withdrawl, cause i know its going to be forever till i see her again.

Although we saw New Moon together, and it was awesome! BECAUSE IT FOLLOWED THE BOOK! AND IF YOU READ THE BOOK AND THEN WATCH THE MOVIE YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, BUT IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO DONT READ THE BOOK AND THEN CRITIZE THE MOVIE, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT! NEW MOON WAS LIKE A BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN TWILIGHT!

so theres that as well, and look at that the rant made me feel better, who would have thought?! maybe now i will actually sit down and do my essay and then when im done that, i will do the other essay LOL cause my life is just that  much fun…

Oh and i guess its probably important to say that i was team edward, but after watching new moon i have decided that i am team jacob and for those who dont care well i dont care that you dont care, so there.  Jacob totally owned this movie, so glad they kept him, him being super buff and hot notwithstanding.

I want a unicorn to carry me to like a moonbeam or something (cause i believe somewhere i heard moonbeams are happy places, where people are like super happy and full of joy and joyness)…where can i find a unicorn at this time of the year?

~carnessie

 

Carnessie’s Blog

 

So this is new, i got a new computer for my birthday and im trying it out now. there is this application that allows me to link to my blog via the actual computer rather than the internet and its very interesting. Not sure whats going on, but im having fun learning, so heres to trying new things!

Raise Money

I had this great idea! So amazing in fact that i decided to share it with everyone to see what they think!

OK imagine at the end of Supernatural Jared and Jensen agreed to do like a kiss for charity. SO they will make out with each other for 5 minutes in order to raise as much money as possible for charity. I think that they could make millions!

And it could all go to a charity for sick kids, or cancer or something, they could make so much money, plus millions of fan girls would be happy and squee with delight. we could make so much money to help others.

Surprise!

so we reached 300 viewers which means its time for a surprise for everyone!

 

A Present!

Please no fighting there is enough for everyone to get one!

OMG LOOK WHATS INSIDE!

 

Wow, im impressed.

Best surprise EVER!

Thank you for coming to visit! Hope your enjoying all the many random things that are on here, and that you come back to visit again. Comments are love.

Have a great day!

~carnessie

 

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

WOOT WOOT

ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN 1 HOUR AND 22 MINUTES! LOL

IM SO HAPPY

21!!

I FEEL SO OLD…

SINCE IM HAPPY, HERE SOME HAPPY FOR EVERYONE!

THIS IS HAPPY

WHOSE HAPPY? HE IS!

THIS MAKES ME HAPPY

THIS ISNT EVEN REAL AND IT MAKES ME HAPPY

HAPPY DANCE

SUPERNATURAL MAKES ME HAPPY CAN YOU TELL LOL

THESE ARE ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY! YES THEY ALL REVOLVED AROUND SUPERNATURAL AND THE SUPERNATURAL BOYS :p

WHAT CAN I SAY? THEY MAKE ME HAPPY, AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY SO I FEEL LIKE I AM ALLOWED TO LOVE WHAT I WANT TO LOVE, AND I HAPPEN TO LOVE MY SUPERNATURAL!

YAY!

~carnessie

Kids say the Darnest Things

SO this is a true story:

I babysit two kids, they shall be called Thing #1 and Thing #2 ranked in order of oldest to youngest.  I’ve been with these kids for quite a while now, and we have gotten to be extremly close.  One day during a meal, Thing #1 falls and says “im a cat i always land on all fours”

So i of course, immediatly say “just like Jensen Ackles!!” because there is a gag reel of him falling and saying something similar to that…and he is always on my mind obviously

Then the questions start…Who is that? where is he from? why? whats the show called? who else is on it? whats the show about? why is it about that? why do you like it? why does he say that? why? why? why?

Its like the question brigade and if my answers would help them magically understand all of lifes problem, (it wont by the way, in case you were wondering) but the questions never stopped. Finally i said enough, and then decided not to answer any more questions, and so that was then end of that…or so i though!

Then the most amazing thing happened, or like my doom, one or the other. They were jumping on the furnature which is a big no-no and so i started to yell (more like raised voices) and then Thing # 1 says (out of no where!) “JENSEN ACKLES!” and so im like WAIT…WHAT?!

Because anyone yelling Jensen Ackles while your yelling at them, is enough to throw anyone off their guard at any point. and Thing #1 heard me talk about him once, (just once i swear!) and here she is saying him name while im mad. totally unfair! How can anyone stay mad, when little children are saying Jensen Ackles, and thats it thats all she says, Jensen Ackles and then she smiles, so I SMILE!

How does she even remember his name? and darn it she used it against me so well, she just kept repeating him name over and over till  im laughing and shes laughing and OMG its horrid.

Shes like an elephant she never forgets!

Now she knows that whenever im mad all she has to say is two simple words, and i can’t be mad anymore, i have to smile, cause its Jensen Friggin Ackles….

She knows my weakness…now shes going to use it against me all the time!

Damn her im ruined! Ruined i say!

~carnessie