Honestly

I have no new ideas to write about, the well has run dry, and honestly if i tried i could probably spew some cookie cutter poem, or rhyme, or story or whatever (see im rambling already) but i dont have anything of any consequence to write about. Plus im being super lazy, which is just awful, cause lazy ppl get nowhere.

But meh….

SO heres how its going to play out, i havent written anything in a long time, and i suck

Rose are red

Violets are blue

Im not into writing

What are you going to do

The roses are wilting

The violets are dead

Im telling you that id rather

Spend my time in bed

The roses are sorry

I guess i am too

Im just not in the mood

To serenade you

And i have decided to DEMOTE myself for the day.

Hats off to me my good sir! My demotion includes free ice cream sundaes and being at the beach all day. Im off!

~carnessie

view me as i am

They walk hand in hand

One asking questions

The other saying hush

From the distance

Spot the difference

Up close

Its more defined

The child sees the sand

The adult sees a mess

There is beauty instilled in one

The other notices all the pain

The world viewed from different eyes

Different Lives

The child they say will grow up

To be an adult, to carry the weight of the world

They shall inherit the mess of the past

But what if the child refuses?

The child taking their life

Decides

To take the pain, but find the beauty

To see the little bits of wonder in the world

What if that weight was not a burden

But treasured and valued

Something to be kept and worked on

The child seeks the magic in the ordinary

And finds that adulthood can be

Extraordinary

Unique

Beautiful

When the sun shines, it brings joy

What if the child grew up like that

Oh how the world would be different

The child sees a smile

The adult sees a frown

They say thats a part of growing up

But what if you deny it

Stay a child, hold on to that magic

And let the world hold something more

Than the mundane

The child can see the wonder

And the adult can see it too

If they open their eyes

They can truly see the world

For what its worth

~carnessie

Words have no meaning

We fight

We grapple

We say it will make a difference

It doesnt

We dont

We tear at each other

Ripping each other apart

Its not healthy

Its not right

Broken people

Trying to mend broken hearts

With pain and tears

But its not working

We go no where

Getting no where

No where to be

Broken

Words fly through the air

I say words

I hear your words

They have no meaning

They are angry words

I try to hurt you more

Before you can hurt me back

We cant fix this

Too broken

Too many cracks in this shield

Nothing we can do to make this better

So i walk

I walk away

I leave the pain, hurt and mess

Behind

And i walk away to a new place

One thats free of this past

This anger

And confusion

I walk away

~carnessie

Air

Air is silent

Silent enemy, silent friend

It lives everywhere, and so we live

Try and catch it, grasp it, hold it

Impossible

Its always drifting away

No one can force it to stay

And yet we have the ability to make it

Polluted

Less than perfect

Getting worse and worse every year

No one can see the effects

So they ignore them

Air is forever

Forever here, forever ruined

People suffering because of it

Cause and effect

We cant stop air from flowing

But we can make a stand

Together for our invisible friend

Who is with us everyday

Make it cleaner make it fresh

Turn our air into something we

Wont regret.

~carnessie

Circles of You

I’m emotionally unstable

And financially unsound

Head is lost in the clouds

My feet cant touch the ground

But i cant seem to stop

Remembering you

No matter what i do

And how many times i say

Goodbye

You are always on my mind

And yet i stay here

Emotionally void

Financially depleted

Trying to imagine a better time

And getting no where

~carnessie

Supernatural Quotes

Funny moments and Best Lines:

DEAN: Hey Sam I dare you to drink this.
SAM: Why would I drink it?
DEAN: I double-dare you!

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MISSOUI: Boy if you put that foot on my table I’ll wack you with a spoon!

DEAN: I didn’t do anything!

MISSOUI: Yeah! But you were thinkin’ it!

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DEAN: See that attitude right there! That is why I always got the extra cookie.

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DEAN: I hope your apple-pie is freakin worth it.

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DEAN: Your not gonna try and kill me, are you?

SAM: No.

DEAN: Good. Coz then that would just be kinda awkward.

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DEAN: Dude, you fugly

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SAM: So burning the body didn’t do anything?

DEAN: sure it did, now it’s pissed

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DEAN: Oh, you are a handsome devil, but I don’t swing that way.

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DEAN: Demons I get. People are crazy.

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DEAN: Oh sweetheart, I don’t do shorts.

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DEAN: Dude, I full-on Swayze’d that mother.

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SAM: I stole a car.

DEAN: That’s my boy.

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DEAN: Hold me, Sam. That was beautiful.

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DEAN: I thought the legend said that this Mordecai only goes after chicks?

SAM: It does

DEAN: Well, that explains why it went after you, but why me?

SAM: Hilarious

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DEAN: So, what’d you dream about?

SAM: Lollipops and candy canes.

DEAN: Yeah, sure.

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SAM: Why’d you let me fall asleep?

DEAN: Because I’m an awesome brother.

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DEAN: So you believe her?

SAM: I do.

DEAN: Yeah, I think she’s hot, too.

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DEAN: First I want to find that handsome devil and kick the holy crap out of him!

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SAM: That was your great idea? To burn the house down?

DEAN: People won’t go in anymore.

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DEAN: How could it get any worse? Some alien made you his bitch!

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SAM: My daddy shot your daddy in the head.

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DEAN: Dude, you, like, full on had a girl inside you for a full week. That’s pretty naughty.

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DEAN: Of course, the most troubling question is, why do these people assume we’re gay.

SAM: Well you are kind of butch – they probably think you’re overcompensating.

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SAM: What are you going to do, poke her with a stick? Dude, you’re not going to poke her with a stick!

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DEAN: Come on, man. I know Sam, better than anyone. He’s got more of a conscience than I do. I mean, the guy feels guilty surfing the Internet for porn!

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DEAN: Nobody is shooting my brother.

DUANE: It’s not going to be your brother much longer, you said it yourself!

DEAN: Nobody’s shooting anyone!

DUANE: You were going to shoot me!

DEAN: You don’t shut your piehole, I still might!

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DEAN: I usually like to be warned before I’m violated with demon tongue.

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SAM: So I’m a freak now?

DEAN: You’ve always been a freak.

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DEAN: I hear you, ok? I’m being an ass. I’m sorry. But right now we’ve got a freaking zombie running around and we’ve got to figure out how to kill it.

SAM: Our lives are weird, man.

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DEAN: Your girlfriend is past her expiration date and we’re crazy?

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SAM: Give you a couple of severed heads and a pile of dead cows and you’re Mr. Sunshine…

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DEAN: I know what you’re thinking: Why did it have to be clowns!

SAM: At least I’m not afraid of flying.

DEAN: Planes crash!

SAM: And apparently clowns kill.

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~carnessie