He doesnt love her
Of that im sure
That ring he put on her finger
A travesty, a lie
Rebound love, rebound girl
Of this i can be sure
Almost two years of marriage
With the whole world watching
And all i can think
Is how miserable he must be
To have married the wrong girl
To have not married me
I have a strange fascination with the song “Fast Car” originally sung by Tracy Chapman, but i have since found other renditions of the song, and some of them are really wonderful. Im wondering if my love of this song (i play it on repeat for hours) is due to the fact that they’re talking of escaping? Not sure what it is about this song that speaks to me, but i really do love it.
Ive been thinking of my options, and i am finally graduating from university so im thinking of all the possible things i can do with my life now, and well a double major in English and History isnt the most useful degree to have in the “real world” but ive been researching (google-ing) some different career options.
So far, ive got publishing, i love reading, and editing and i would love to be an editors assistant working in a publishing firm, ive heard that most offices are in New York, and i would def. consider moving to New York to do publishing. I also am thinking of teaching overseas, i have a friend who is just coming back from teaching in Korea, so im going to get as much information on that as possible. The other option is teachers college. But im not so sure about this path right now, and deadline to apply is end of sept, and thats fast approaching.
We’ll see what happens.
So, the last time i was here i was super depressed and wrote some rather unhappy things, i deleted those posts, and went back to the original postings of poems. I have since decided that i will restart this blog again, but maybe give it a rebirth into something new? Not sure yet, also toying with the idea of deleting all of the posts and starting from scratch, but not sure if i want to do that because some of the writing on here is only here, and i dont want to lose it.
So we will see.
Whatever i decide, im back.
Fourth and final year at University, i cant wait.
